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don't be an imitation
Once the Satmar Rav was at a wedding where a badchan was entertaining. The badchan asked the Rebbe if he could do an impersonation of him and he gave permission. So the badchan started imitating the Satmar Rav's davening (who had a unique way of praying) and everyone was laughing.
But soon, the Satmar Rav started to cry and the whole place went silent. The badchan stopped and ran over to him to ask for forgiveness. Reb Yoel said to him, I'm not upset with you; but you did such a good job imitating me, I began to think that I'm also only an imitation.
some things are better left unsaid
Reb Yitzchak Vorker and Rav Menachem Mendel of Kotzk were the best of friends. Even after they became the rebbeim of different towns they still kept in touch. In fact, every week, there was one special Jew, a chosid of Rav Yitzchak Vorker, whose job it was to deliver letters between the Kotzker and Reb Yitzchok every Friday. He would start out at his rebbe's home Friday morning to pick up his letter for the Kotzker. Then he would walk for several hours through the forest to the Kotzker. There, he would deliver the letter to the Kotzker who would go into his room, read the letter and then write a reply letter. The man would wait for him to finish and then bring the letter back to his rebbe, Rav Yitzchak Vorker.This man felt privileged to do his job and carried it out faithfully every week for many years. During that whole time, he never dared to open one of the letters and violate the intimate bond between the two Tzadikim.
However, one Friday morning, after the man had left Vorka with his rebbe's letter, his was struck with a bizzare yetzer hara. He felt compelled to open the letter and read what the Tzadik wrote to his lifelong friend...
He carefully opened the letter, so that he would be able to close it again without the Kotzker being able to tell that it had been opened. When he did, he was shocked to see what was on the paper... Nothing!
internalizing the message
help is at hand
don't stop believing!
the source of life
One cold Ukrainian winter the Baal Shem Tov told some of his chassidim to prepare for a journey. The carriage was sent for and off they went. The chassidim never knew the destination of a trip but they noticed they were nearing a lake.
The lake was frozen over and the peasants were ice skating. It seems that it was a custom then that during their holidays they would etch crosses into the ice. The chassidim did not want the Rebbe to see this so they attempted to divert the carriage away from the lake. Despite their protests the Besht insisted that he wanted to see what was going on at the lake.
When they got there the Besht got out and watched the peasants skating and etching the crosses. This must have been the purpose of their journey because when the Rebbe got back into the carriage he told the driver to take them home. Of course the chassidim were waiting to understand what there is to learn from peasants skating crosses in the ice.
The Baal Shem Tov said to them that water is the source of all blessing; everything alive grows from water. But this is true only when the water is warm and flowing, then it is alive and a source of life.
However, when it gets cold, water will freeze and crosses can be etched into the ice. The source of life needs to be warm and flowing. Be careful of coldness, when there is a "winter" in life there is a danger that kedushah will be transformed into tumah.
perfect planning
I don't follow the news, but this was hard to miss. It seem to me that these events are a reflection of the diffult times we are living in. As always, our response should be to strenghen our emunah somehow. I heard the following story this Shabbos.
Once the Besht was discussing parshas Mishpatim with his student Dov Bear (the future Maggid). The Baal Shem was explaining that the mishpatim are also an expression of Hashem's will. Reb Dov Bear expression his confusion about this, how could logicaly based laws of civil jurisprudence, that humanity would derive independent of the revelation at Sinai, be expressions of Gods infinite will? A good question, so the Besht told his student to go to a certain place, sit down and see what transpires. One condition: don't involve yourself, whatever happens.
So Reb Dov Bear went to where he was told to go. It was far off, next to an obsure swimming hole near a road. He sat next to a tree where no one could see him. Soon enough someone showed up to take a dip, a rich man thinking he was alone, he went swimming and returned to his carraige. Unknowingly, he left his wallet, which was full of money. Reb Dov Bear wanted to call out and tell him but he remembered his promise to his teacher.
Afterwards, someone else came to jump in the water. He found the money which had no indetification marks; no one was to be seen anywhere, so he toos the wallet. Of course Reb Dov Bear wanted to intercede and tell the man whose money it was but he had made a promise to his teacher.
Again, another man came to take a swim and while he was there the rich man returned with a servant looking for his money which they could not find. They saw the lone swimmer and assumed that he stole the money, they accused him and in response to his denials they beat him up. Reb Dov Bear witness the entire event but because of his promise, he could not do anything to help out. He returned to the Besht utterly confused.
The Baal Shem Tov told him that, in a previous life, the rich man and the one who found the wallet were litigants in a dispute over money. The judge ruled for the rich man but his reasoning was incorrect. So justice was done, the rich man lost exactly what he should have previously, and the other man found what was justly his. But what about the third man, the one who got beat up, asked Reb Dov Bear? The Besht answered, oh him, he was the judge.
The gemarah in Makos 10b, also says something similar to this, in the name of Rabbi Shimon ben Lakish. One person murders inadvertently and another intentionally and there are no witnesses to both events. So Hashem sends them to the same place, and the intentional murderer is killed inadvertently by the (previous) inadvertent killer in the front of witnesses (sending him to exile). Both get what they deserve. Point is, Hashem's justice is perfect, we just don't (and can't) understand the big picture.
it's good to be bothered

"But I am sometimes not sure of the existence of Hashem, " the man said.
"Nu, the Rebbe said, "so you are not sure of the existence of Hashem."
"But if Hashem does not exist, then the whole world is hefker," the man said.
"Nu", the Rebbe said, "so the whole world is hefker."
"But the thought that the whole world is hefker is very tormenting and disturbs my sleep," the man said.
"If the thought that the whole world is hefker does not let you sleep, then you are a real maamin," the Rebbe said. The real problem is only when it does not bother you.
