what is Yiras Hashem?
from Jan 29, 2004
by Rabbi Moshe Weinberger
part 3 of 3
Seeng that we are ending Shovavim this Shabbos, I thought that it was appropriate to post this. Rav Weinberger is going over the end of the discourse of Tzvi Meir on Shovavim. Unlike the previous talks, which focused on Shovavim specifically, here he talks about Yiras Hashem; what is the inner meaning of Yiras Hashem? How can we acquire it and strengthen ourselves in it? So this shiur is actually not "off subject"; what else is the purpose of Shovavim if not to feel a closness with our Creator? That awareness is the beginning of all purity and holiness.
Avoiding the negative associations that many of us have with the feelings of fear, Tvi Meir explains how Yiras Hashem and Ahavas Hashem are connected. The same One who is so close to us and loves us so much, He is the One who is watching us and he sees everything. Yiras Hashem is the awarness of His Presense and this immediately leads to an overwhelming feeling of love. Knowing and living the Truth that we are never alone is the foundation of Yiras Hashem.
Tzvi Meir ends with a beautiful teaching about the mezuzah. When you are in your house, you could think that you are all by yourself; outside I am being watched by others but inside I am alone. So we have on our doorways a mezuzah to teach us that Hashem is with us even when we are by ourselves. But its strange then, why is the mezuzah rolled up? You would think that the mezuzah should be on the wall, opened up so you can always see the words and remember Hashem's presence. But that's not the case. Rather, a mezuzah is rolled up tight because a Yid has to know, that even when a he cannot see the name of God, he has know that it's really there. That's the whole avodah, knowing HaKadosh Baruch Hu is here with me, even when I am cannot see Him.
