Parshas Va'era, 5766
excerpts from a discourse of Rav Itchie Mayer Morgenstern
The path to a balanced fear and love of Hashem is easily attainable by every single Jew through continuous contemplation of the greatness of Hashem. Such contemplation arouses one's natural deep yearning for Him.
The purpose of creation is to achieve the fire of love and fear of Hashem. Sins are the result of a lack of continuous love and fear...
This lower path of love and fear is the main path up the mountain to true spiritual completion. One should not say that this is only applicable to tzaddikim and that it has nobearing on average people such as ourselves. Do we not say every day and every night in our recitation of the Shema: "And you shall love Hashem, your G-d?" And is not the verse, "And you shall fear Hashem, your G-d", an explicit Torah obligation as well?
The Baal HaTanya explains that although one doesn't immediately feel love and fear of Hashem, the practice of hisbonenus, contemplation, elevates a person by purifying his baser aspects until he finds himself gradually more able to fill his heart with love and fear of Hashem. The contemplation which brings one to love and fear is mainly the contemplation of the greatness of Hashem, as explained above. Continuous contemplation of this is the avodah of the tzaddikim. One who refuses to make the effort to contemplate Hashem's greatness so that he can come to love and fear of Him has instead opened the way in his heart to grow spiritually in another way through the acceptance of pain and suffering, G-d forbid.
One only feels an intense longing for the Creator by contemplating the fact that Hashem is always with us and accessible to those who seek Him out. Such yearning is almost never experienced for long, however. Even so, the very fact that one continues to dwell on thoughts of love and fear of G-d and to contemplate His greatness and does not abandon the project bring him all that much closer to his goal.
This is the main avodah, to keep striving for continual dveikus to Hashem. At every instant, one should feel closeness to Him so that nothing disturbs or shakes his serenity.This is how we can build the Beis Hamikdash in our days.
Hashem doesn't want our avodos to feel backbreaking and onerous. He only wants us to work on our love and fear of Him at all times, because they are the prerequisites of attaining a true connection to Him, His essential Self as expressed in the Shem Havayah.
Unfortunately, if a person slanders or embarrasses another Jew, especially a true tzaddik, his ability to attain love and fear of Hashem is blocked despite his best efforts. This is why some try this avodah and find it virtually unattainable. He has the knowledge and desire, but it remains locked in his head; he has no ability draw down the understanding from his head into his body.
If a person's power of speech was truly rectified and he were to feel real love of all his fellow Jews, he would easily be able to experience love and fear of Hashem. Even if one falls and speaks lashon hara or sometimes gets into conflicts with other Jews, even so there is an essential level of unity and hope. The truth is that if a person doesn't merit to be connected with his fellow Jews and rectify his speech, he must know that he should nevertheless work on this slowly and not lose sight of his goal. Surely for a certain period of time a day he can focus on watching his speech and arousing a feeling of solidarity with all Jews within his heart. Even if he cannot manage this for long, all the while that he strives to improve his efforts are very precious indeed. Of course, this entire process of slander and hatred acting as deterrents to spiritual growth has many manifestations.
It is certainly possible to work toward developing fear and love of Hashem and yearning for Him by focusing on the reality that the Shechinah is right there with him, even if he can only sustain this for a short while. The night is an auspicious time for this [as are Shabbos and Yom Tov]. One surely cannot be cleansed in a single moment! Nevertheless, no matter what damage has been done, if one keeps working at this he will surely attain his desire. The more he arouses a yearning for Hashem and true holiness within himself, the more he will experience true love and fear of Hashem.
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